Recently I've been told by any number of people that "oh, you're retired so you have time for that..." or "you have all the time in the world...." And I guess they're right...to a point. I try to point out to them that I don't have any more time then they do....my day still only has 24 hours just like theirs. The difference is in how I use this time. Unlike them I do have more leeway on what I do with the time...for the most part I make the decisions on what and when I do something. I have a lot more flexibility when I make appointments and when I run errands and so forth. Which is nice...to a point....
Now I know this is going to sound like a whine...but...I have found that with this discretion, comes new responsibilities! I find myself wondering...what should I be doing right now? Should I do this first? And...how much time should I be spending on a particular task or project? Or how about this....wondering if I should be doing something else while I'm doing...something else. Like right now! As I write this post, in the back of my mind I'm wondering if the paint is dry on one side of a project I'm working on so I can paint the other side....or I just remembered that there was a photo I meant to edit so I could get out on my Etsy site. See....a whole new set of constraints!!! Yes, "I have the time" but now it's become...."am I using it the right way?" I can't blame any "waste of time" on someone else. It's all me. Yet....I wouldn't want it any other way....because I am learning that it's not wasting time to stop what I'm doing and enjoy a fall sunset. And I'm looking forward to quietly enjoying the Christmas season...'cause I have the time!














